Like I said, I wasn't quite as out of control as I made myself out to be. But the truth is, there are many things the man behind the Krampus is dealing with, needless to say are stressful. Krampus as you know it may not live to see the end of this year. The door of violence, sickness, destruction were all things I've dealt with before. A part of me long ago thought, if you're going to kill yourself, why not find something or someone worth dying for? And I found them. Those who were bright, beautiful, so full of hope and life, of beauty and reasons to find worth living for. So I changed, I got better. And I never forgot that there are those willing to tear down, to destroy others just because they can. I heard Me and a Gun by Tori Amos and wanted to find her attacker and do horrible, unforgivable things to him. Because people don't deserve to have their souls torn asunder, their very essences shredded when they are so beautiful. But yes, I'd be willing to be worse than those monsters if it meant protecting them from that same darkness. I was willing to become a monster, a vigilante to stop other monsters. But I fought with reason, fighting, struggling and tried to focus on the positive. I thought I was finally better.
Then Malvado, Poop Knife and everyone like them kept banging at the door. You woke up my roommate.
"The world is a scary place now that you've woken up the Demon in ME." David Draiman, Down with the Sickness by Disturbed.
Everything I said, I was and am prepared to back up. So the GOTCHA! was only about how far I've gone. The truth is, I really am finding less and less reasons to stop from acting out against those I see as a threat. I really was, and am prepared to hurt, cripple, kill if I perceive a threat. And that's exactly what I feel growing in me. I cried out as a warning, to call attention to threats in the community. And that's exactly what I see. You say you're afraid of vigilantes. By your actions, you're starting to wake one up.
This is the part where everything continues to change. You have been found FAILING. There are role players in the community, but you can't be seen from the threats. And there are many. People who lie, erode, attack, threaten by their very natures, words, presence. And it's time to say NO MORE. This is where we stand as of this, Judgment Day. If you want to act like villains, to revel in the title, then so be it. That's exactly how you will be perceived and treated by me. Villains are dangerous, threatening, fearful and very real in their potential danger. That's all you are to me now. I see you all as real threats. Just ask Zetaman and his girlfriend. I told everyone that it would continue to escalate until someone was hurt or killed. I started down the same path I foresaw to meet it, to say that your game of twisting things is done. The innocence of the RLSV is gone. The Skinhead, the Nazi and all who follow in their footsteps saw to that. And I'm done ignoring it, allowing it. You're all threats now. And it took me becoming one for everyone to see it. And although I want to try to find peace, to find other things worth living for, I can't. I can't go back, the communities can't go back. It took the death of Zetaman's career to punctuate it. So too must the communities as they are die and start over. Because I want to do things legally, and I will at first. But you idiots have created a 'Vigilante on a Box: Do not open unless shit gets serious.'
If I see you attacking someone, I'll try to stop it normally. But barring that, if I perceive an actual threat, then I'm afraid I may have to throw away my life, everything I could do or will be to stop it. I am prepared to kill if I have to. You've reminded me of that now. If any of you want to stop this from becoming an actual fulfilling prophecy, DO something! Take a stand! Being a hero isn't a bad thing. But if you refuse to do anything, or if you promote it, then you're not helping. You're part of the problem. And if I see anyone talking shit about myself or my friends, I will see it as a threat. No negotiation, no backing down. And if you come near me or my friends, I'll be very, VERY tempted to do something that can't be taken back again. In my mind, it's not murder if you get this warning and still come at me. It's assisted suicide.
And for your first bit of homework, I need you to save two very stupid people who are following in the footsteps of Malvado, Poop Knife and everyone who ran Zetaman out of the community. They names are James Kho and Joshua Bartley. And before you get bent out of shape, they made absolutely NO attempt to have a secret identity when they started making threats against me. They're going down a very dangerous path. One that, if they're not stopped, are going to get themselves killed. If you want to prove you care, not to mention keep your names out of any investigations by the authorities, then I strongly suggest you save these stupid kids.
Gotta go, Doctor Who's on.
Actually, a lot of people care. About me, my reputation and life, moreso than a supposed ex-skinhead who's wasted every chance he's been given, throwing mercy back in everyone's faces. And to be honest, everything I said, a part of me was prepared to follow through on. If I heard someone coming up to my home, screaming, acting violent due to shit that's been said in these forums, I was, and am, prepared to put a bullet in the bodies and heads of someone because they were deemed a threat. It's the truth. I haven't seen anyone reaching out to you since January, trying to save YOUR life because they care about YOU. Oh, and you're contacting me again. Stop it.
ReplyDeleteAnd you're saying no one cares about the lives of James Kho and Joshua Bartley? Wow, they really must be following in your footsteps if they're prepared to get themselves killed without mourners. Fortunately your opinion isn't one that matters anymore.
When you prove to be an habitual liar, you can't believe anything said. But now it looks like the threats have become mutual, backing up my claim. You've given out nothing but reasons to believe you're one post, one action away from taking it to the next level.
ReplyDeleteOh...and how exactly do you know what kind of home I live in if you haven't stalked me and my home?
And here's something we can agree on: James and Josh are following in YOUR footsteps. You and your associates have a history of escalation, getting away with shit and getting worse. Yes, if they come to my home, threatening me like you just have, I'm going to assume they're a lethal threat and respond accordingly. And if not me, I'm sure one of you assholes is going to bang on the wrong door one too many times and trouble is exactly what's coming out.
What about that promise to leave the community and get your shit straight? Fail. The fact you're not an actual threat? FAIL. The fact that despite saying you'll never mention me nor my friends again, you've just escalated this, proving that you instigate and create an atmosphere that inspires vigilantes instead of stopping them? FAIL.
I'm giving warnings. This was something you and your 'friends' have stirred up constantly. I'm not backing down. I'd like to take some time away from this, but YOU pulled me back in. You want the conflict. You kept pushing, instigating, insinuating. And it just gets worse when people ignore you. This has to stop. And now everyone's going to see which one of us is the bigger monster. And which one's worth saving you stupid son of a bitch.
You live in Leesburg, dipshit. EVERYONE lives in a trailer. Besides, that was an assumption, just like when I posted your picture, that you verified on your own. You really do suck at not-incriminating yourself, now don't you?
ReplyDeleteAs for Josh and James, they're big boys and they can answer for their actions themselves. If they were doing any such following I would much rather have them follow in my foot-steps, a man who has been listening to your garbage for months, having every moral opprotunity to beat your mouthy ass into the dirty and yet sticks to his personal pact of non-violence (not the ROACH pact, MINE), than following in yours, a fat paranoid redneck that makes death threats because someone hurt his wittle ole feewwings over the internet.
As for people "ignoring me", you once again have been doing zero research. More and more of the community is learning about your behavior and now there has even been talks about excommunicating the Skiffys, your group and peers, from the RLSH community entirely. You want to act like you're winning whatever moronic game you think you're playing, but you're losing every step of the way and costing your "friends" quite heavily by acting like this.
Last thing I'm saying on the matter: If you come to my neck of wood with this idiotic chip on your shoulder of "shoot on sight", you better hope to fucking god you kill me before you have to reload. If not I can promise you that you'll be leaving in either a hearse or a squad car. There is more than enough evidence to legally justify MY actions as self defense and enough people locally know that if anything happens to me then the man-hunt is going to start with YOU. Try me, fucker. I stopped be scared of cowardly little boys with guns a long time ago.
Well, there's a problem with that. I don't know where you live, I didn't know if you were in Ocala or Gainesville. I don't know any of your favorite bars, I don't even know your real name. Otherwise I'd have filed a restraining order against you months ago. Now I have all the validation I need to do so and I'm sure I can get the name for the legal papers easier now.
ReplyDeleteAnd I have ZERO reason to believe you about the non-aggression treaty, everything you've done has been aggro. Did the names and addresses for Zetaman and his girlfriend come because you and the same people that ran him out of the community also attack his vehicle?
And look at that rage! Exactly what you inspired in me from your own actions. Fear, retribution, ruining lives. You've validated my position several times over now.
Krampus, I've defended you before, but please explain to me how you are allowed to get away with making death threats to various people by calling it a joke (or whatever you ultimately termed it as after those 700 paragraphs) when in the same breath you denounce everyone else, saying that they must be held to what they've said?
ReplyDeleteYou have the biggest double standard in the world, and because of that outright hypocrisy, you have lost my support and defense. You and I are no longer on any sort of friendly terms. In fact, you're not a foe, either. You're nothing to me. You will be shunned, first by me, then by everyone else, in this community. You will starve for attention and eventually you will wither up and blow away.
That is how we will deal with hypocrites and morons in this new era of villainy; we shut you out in the cold and let you starve.
Ahh, there's my walking alibi! And it's not a double standard, it's a reflection. Let me explain. Yes, I was, and a part of me still is, quite ticked at my stalkers and their constant jabs, the same jabs you've done in the past with ROACH. Remember? You know, when you went after Mixsae about her weight, had friends doing it, then she showed an unblurred picture of your wife. You remember that, don't you?
ReplyDeleteAnyway, you all would make attacks then retract them like they never happened. Then pretend to be friends just to do it again, only worse. And I was pissed, I did want to kill them. It's the truth. However, I didn't stalk them. I could have done stronger investigations to do so, but then I really would be as bad as them. So, I left myself a psychological out. If I really wanted them dead, I'd have conned, manipulated, gotten information, then attacked without telling a soul. That's how it's really done. But since I let you and DH in on the fact that I really wasn't as crazy as I let on, against a guy you yourself was afraid would become a real villain, you would realize I couldn't kill anyone if I couldn't find them. So I played the role, not able to follow up on the threat. That's important. Meanwhile, my stalkers know my address, contact information, itinerary, even what my home looks like. Which means they're proving me right.
Oh, speaking of stalkers, I got a call today from some doucheback using the phone of one Melissa Smigel.
"Hey, it's Robert. Just trying to find your place."
Who the fuck is Robert? I dunno, but probably someone else on suicide watch. Anyone want the number?
Krampus, I understand how you feel because I've been the target of RLSV attacks ever since the incident where they accused DC Guardian of being a pedophile by twisting the representation of a picture of him at a convention in costume with a young fan. It was a grotesque act of cowardice and not the first unsavory thing the RLSV have done. I am also disappointed by the way some RLSH have handled this. Mind you some do speak out and take a stand against the abuse the is hidden behind the excuse of parody or satire but IMHO not enough. Still, I can only accept any manner of aggressive action from you or anyone else ONLY IF THE THREAT IS IMMEDIATE AND SELF DEFENSE THROUGH THE USE OF PHYSICAL FORCE IS THE ONLY OPTION...and I pray it never comes to this.
ReplyDeleteWhat the RLSVs do is often wrong IMHO.
IMHO they often go to far but that does not mean you have to follow in these misguided footsteps. Step back for the moment and temper yourself. You're my friend and I know that you are and can deal with this stuff in a reasonable manner.
“The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do bad things, but because of those who look on and do nothing.” – Albert Einstein
The fact that villains do and say things to hurt people is wrong. The fact that so many stand by and either allow it or encourage it may be far worse. Regardless Krampus, be better than this.
When women are in self defense classes, they're trained when being attacked not to yell Help, Police or Rape, but FIRE or anything else it will take to get someone's attention. This was the collective cry for help in an attempt to warn the community that allowing the RLSV to continue to get away with their actions was going to lead to escalation and someone getting hurt or killed.
ReplyDeleteYou can't trust people who admit to being liars for their own cause. And now more and more people, inspired by Malvado, Poop Knife, The White Skull and ROACH, are coming after me and my friends online and in real life. If anyone comes to my home, it will be under assumption they pose a real and imminent threat, and will be responded to with lethal force. No one ever caught who attacked Zetaman's car, now villains and 'heroes' alike encouraged what happened to Zetaman and his girlfriend.
All I wanted WAS to be left alone, me and al my friends in and out of the community. But since villains do nothing but lie, it means the opposite. You're encouraging people to go after me, which is going to lead to someone getting killed. It wasn't a lie. Unless action is done to stop all this, someone's going to continue to harass me and those close to me until it escalates into something no one can take back. Someone's going to die. And it doesn't matter. Because no one cares.
Since my stalkers and their accessories claim to be shutting up for now, I thought I'd set a few things straight. You see, right now everything going on for the RLSV is spin. Look more closely at what's happened. For years, these people have gotten away with threats, only to hide behind a facade and do it again. The main reason no one's called the authorities on me was that if someone did, the investigation would show that all I did was in response to their actions. Exposing me puts the heat on them. The real truth of the matter is, I've exposed them. I turned their own game back on them, showing just how much can be gotten away with before shit gets serious, and now that there's enough to burn them, and myself with it, they're not shunning me. They're giving up. You pushed, I pushed back and punked you the same way you've all done, now you're finally claiming to leave me and my friends alone out of fear. I win. You lose. Game Over.
ReplyDeleteOf course, the game isn't over, is it? This is just another lull, a calm after one storm and before the next one. But what no one seems to realize is, the entire game has changed, our entire little adventure has set a new precedent. If the RLSV attacks someone, their victim pushes back and threatens them, something they're not used to doing apparently. They like the victims that laugh it off or won't dignify their actions with responses. But they keep pushing, don't they?
They finally got a reaction. I've shown everyone the monsters behind the masks, even by showing you the one behind mine. They were tricked, hate to admit it, now shit is still on the brink of escalation. But now, all you have to do is threaten to kill your attackers because they're acting like real villains. The question is, what happens next time? And yes, there WILL be a next time. Some poor up and comer in the community being mercilessly hounded, they'll see all they have to do is threaten to become as bad, if not worse than their antagonists.
And there will be a next time. Because the RLSV live to do as much illegal activity they can get away with before getting caught. They push to get reactions. And once someone does something new, good or horrid, that means someone else will follow in those footsteps. It's inevitable. And despite the bullshit of being shunned, it won't last. It's their history. You can't stop. You can't help yourself. You have to have the last word. And the second you stop shunning me, making a single snide comment about me or my friends in our out of the community, then you'll prove me right.
Even at your best, I give you more than you deserve, a year. You'll fuck it all up before then. And I'll be right there when you do.