Hey Tothian!

I don't have your e-mail address, so I thought I'd just throw this out there to reach you. Are you planning on raping or killing Agent Beryllium? How about Overlord? I'm just asking because it appears we're getting a slice of 2012 festivities early. Japan leaking radiation, waves of bodies washing on shore, the United States government shutting down, leaving our military personnel unable to collect a paycheck until it's fixed, some people in the community thinking about quitting while others make threats, I'd like to know what kind of train wreck I'm watching.

Ooooo, here's an interesting thought. If, as some people claim, if you're so susceptible to suggestion, if someone like, oh I don't know...Krampus told you to attack someone, would you do it? If I gave what sounded like a good reason, if Krampus turned on the ol' charm, is it possible to wind you up and turn you into a weapon against someone else? I'm curious. After all, that's what some people would define angels as, some are messengers, others merciful. Then there's the old testament motherfuckers who kill because someone else whispered it in their ears, told them this is what they were made for, and they did it. Personally, I may respect to a limit the single mindedness of dedication to one's cause, but automatons get boring. Beings guided by someone else's will because they let themselves be? Sounds masochistic to the point of a slave mentality. I prefer to save respect for the emancipated.

Tothian, Tothian, Tothian...what happened? You used to call into Creature Feature, engage us with tales of attacking a bear under the mistake of its identity as a raccoon. Now you're trying to suck upon the main-milky teat of Charlie Sheen? It's bad enough Master Legend showed himself in less than a positive light at the RLSH panel at Megacon. Now this insanity, or a farcical portrayal of it, isn't even laughable. It's just a moron on the ledge, while people gather around to see if you'll jump.

And the whole angel thing...yeah. This is the closest thing to mercy you're going to get from me, a lesson. There are people all over the world called Otherkin, people who believe themselves descendants of, or reincarnated from beings other than human. Some of whom truly feel they are here for a reason, to make the world a better place. Problem is, they don't take to the streets, act like Deadpool wannabes and scream what they are for everyone to ridicule. You may be willing to forgo what everyone in the RLSH and RLSV communities think, but like it or not, as long as you claim to be part angel, you represent the Angelkin community. And anything you do, good, bad, indifferent, will reflect on them. People that in some ways may be like you, in others not. But perhaps spiritual brothers and sisters, with something in common. I'm going to take a shot in the dark: over the last few months, you haven't felt as strongly connected to that part of you or others, have you? It's been lessened, if not cut off entirely. The only way to feel anything is to get the rush, to make the energy between you and others more excited. I have Otherkin friends who have felt the same way, no one knows what it is exactly. But look at the chaos around us. When cut off from that sensory input, will you stay true to yourself? Or will you lash out, because that's all you can feel anymore? It can show one the true nature of the self, the ease of shattering, the forging into something stronger. Or showing that some people aren't cut out for the path they're on.

So back to my question: do you intend to impregnate Beryllium or Overlord by hatefucking in order to plant your Nephilim seed of 'Yahhh Babies'? To be honest, it's hard to follow this story's plot. It would be nice to at least see where this story's leading, otherwise I'm going to change the channel from boredom. Of course, I only feel it fair to give warning as well.

You know by now how far I'm willing to go to defend those Krampus calls friend. Those you currently have your animosity turned on? I've either spoken to them as friend or jousted. But if you insist on calling yourself an angel and do something to damage the reputation of others that might, JUST MIGHT have a slice of the divine in them and do something to have them compared with you in a negative light, I WILL be watching. I will be there to help my friends.

And I will NOT forgive you your stupidity for affecting people you've never met, but in action graffitiing their natures, comparing gentle, noble souls to the actions of someone who gets their balls kicked in. Whatever trip you're on, read these words, do your homework on Angelkin, and watch who you're associating yourself with while realizing what your actions will reflect upon them. Think before you act. After all, you don't want a grumpy Krampus, do you? You're losing enough friends as it is.

We now return this blog to its regularly scheduled observance of the world in meltdown.